So you took a wrong turn.
Everyone in life has struggles and hardships, some might affect others in a different way. You might be bullied, have a mental health issue, might have physical defect; however you are still human. You still have a working brain, feelings, nerves. You still experience pain. Maybe you have this "issues." I put them in quotes because I do not believe it is wrong to have problems, it is what makes you human.
Anyway, you took a wrong turn, or maybe you didn't take the turn it just sort of happened or this is how it turned out and you are crying yourself to sleep on an everyday basis. Or you are hiding you pain with your sleeves and wear a mask all the time. Or however you cope with these feelings, maybe you need a little help because it is overwhelming. I completely agree, asking for help is hard but you need to ask for it sometimes. You cannot take on the world all by yourself, that's a really hard task.
In this site that you have surfed your way to through the internets massive space you will find informations, links, pictures, blogs, music, etc. that can help you through these rough times.
I would like to ask as the owner of this site that there be no negativity of any sort, any bullying will be taken down and reported immediately, anything other than support or stories (that I would ask to not be very graphic) will be taken down. Thank you and I hope that this helps.